I’m a little messed up
you’re a little messed up
but together,
we’re just right
it’s ecstasy
put your lips on mine
put your tongue on mine
run your fingers through my hair
and your hands down my back
up my legs
slowly
let me hear your moans
your heavy breathing
your face pressed against mine
and every inch of my body screams
yearns, begs, pleads
take me
baby, take me
she probably thinks she found a prize
you haven’t learned a thing
I feel bad for her
I wonder if she knows
what you did to me
I wonder what excuses you used
to justify your behavior
I know you haven’t learned from it
you move on to something new
someone new
but do you work on your self
like I work on myself
each and every day
working on the trust
struggling with believing that
not every man will lie to you
not every man will betray you
does she know?
does she care?
do you care?
did you ever?
black lives matter
fuck your hate
your closed up mind
full of bullshit
you spew equality and caring
but how can you care
when you can’t even see
what is happening
it’s the spark they talk about
keep these words
in your heart
I wrote them all for you
because everyday I am grateful
for you
and everything you didn’t know
you could awaken in me
I found new magic
there weren’t happy endings anymore
no hopeless romance
no naive love
no relationships destined to be
I had the magic ripped from my soul
and my heart
and mind
then you came along
it wasn’t perfect
we both carried struggles
but we sparked something together
and then
there were new happy endings
and real romance
and deep love
and relationship full of two people
communicating
and caring for each other
I remember you all
not everyone who
comes into your life
is supposed to stay in your life
but they were all there
no matter how long
for you to learn from
step up
girl, you’ve been through too much
don’t let yourself think you don’t deserve more
thoughts while in quarantine
you’re not alone
but you miss your life
surrounded by love but
you feel foggy
something is just not right
how do you stop yourself
from falling again
fucking again
into that pit
the one that’s dragged you
down
so many times
you must remember
you are surrounded by love
laughter
touch
just remember
you are surrounded by love
you are not alone
it’s what love is
I know we’re different
you don’t understand me sometimes
I don’t understand you sometimes
but I know I care for you
I know I want the best for you
I know holding your hand
makes me feel better
and I know being wrapped in your arms
is some kind of magic

