Monthly Archives: October 2019

not true love
not soul mates
I don’t believe in things like that anymore
but maybe one day someone
will see me and love me
and I will feel like all of this
was worth it

sometimes the words just don’t come
sometimes what does is a little bit of peace

to not really have a mother
but still become an amazing mother
these two boys
will never know and never feel
what I do and did

you invaded my dreams again
last night
saying all the things
I wished you would’ve said but
you never did
the regret stung when I woke up

one day you’ll end up with her
and I’ll be constantly reminded
of a life I’ve lost

I am not the kind of girl you forget

don’t worry babe
one day all this crazy shit
won’t matter and
everything will make sense

be cautious
but not closed down
there are liars hiding
in men who appear the most
kind and respectful

my heart feels a little more open today
and I am so grateful