I see you
I feel you
I know you
you are kind
sweet
loving
you have brought the joy
hope
LOVE
back into my life
don’t let any of them
make you feel
less than
unworthy
not enough
babe, you are more
SO MUCH MORE
than any of them can see
I see you
I feel you
I know you
doing nothing with you
means everything to me
all this time has passed
we’ve both moved on
why is it though that I am still
hoping you’ll change
this time, in a different way
a woman of words
&
a man of numbers
and suddenly I pause
my heart tightens
weights on my shoulders
do I feel too much
love too much
give too much
usually the words are right there
spilling out like water
but I can’t speak
my throat closing in
my whole body tensing
I want to understand
but you have to also understand me
feel me
see me
a girl who writes 