Every quiet moment.
Every loud one.
I want to share them all with you.
hope(full)
When forever becomes a thing again.
So my heart stopped and I nervously laughed
I thought about all the ways
things could change when I finally
told you I loved you.
I thought about all the ways
things could change when you finally
met my children.
But, I never once thought about the ways
things could change if
they said they loved you.
help me
I am a powerful woman
and I hide all this insecurity
under my strength.
Maybe I do want that Prince sometimes
I want someone who will
put me first sometimes.
I pour all of my heart into everyone else.
I lose myself often.
Just show me love
with your hands
and your time.
Make me feel like there is nothing
else in this world but me.
I want to hear all the ways
I am amazing.
I want to be showered
with affection.
But I give too much,
take too little,
and I don’t know how to stop.
Our Love
Your heart fits in my heart
like it was meant to be there
the whole time.
you are all I desire
that look in your eyes
my lips on yours
your breath warm on my skin
my tongue all over you
my moans
your moans
I can’t get enough of this feeling
history teaches me
I can see now
why those past relationships
didn’t work
you can love someone
but not be right for them
someone can love you
but not be right for you
how did this happen?
you make me believe in forever
happily ever after
another chance at true love
and maybe even
changing my name again
the one you can’t be rid of
I hate when I see your face
it’s unfair
I am still waiting for the apology
for the reasons why
even though I know
I will never get them

