a girl who writes

Your heart fits in my heart
like it was meant to be there
the whole time.

that look in your eyes
my lips on yours
your breath warm on my skin
my tongue all over you
my moans
your moans
I can’t get enough of this feeling

I can see now
why those past relationships
didn’t work
you can love someone
but not be right for them
someone can love you
but not be right for you

you make me believe in forever
happily ever after
another chance at true love
and maybe even
changing my name again

I hate when I see your face
it’s unfair
I am still waiting for the apology
for the reasons why
even though I know
I will never get them

when you leave someone you love
because you love yourself more

thank you for opening up
being vulnerable
trusting me deeply
loving all the parts of my
sharp and jagged heart

the way we smiled at each other that night
everything felt so comfortable and right

there are still moments
when I feel like I am not enough
where the fear that I will be abandoned
and betrayed
pulses inside my mind
eats away at my soul
like one day you will wake up
and just be done with me
all the passion gone
all the desire lost
as if our love never existed

sometimes I don’t know how to silence the fear

I am grateful for your presence in my life.
You have brought hope, light, and love into my heart.