I want someone who will
put me first sometimes.
I pour all of my heart into everyone else.
I lose myself often.
Just show me love
with your hands
and your time.
Make me feel like there is nothing
else in this world but me.
I want to hear all the ways
I am amazing.
I want to be showered
with affection.
But I give too much,
take too little,
and I don’t know how to stop.
Your heart fits in my heart
like it was meant to be there
the whole time.
that look in your eyes
my lips on yours
your breath warm on my skin
my tongue all over you
my moans
your moans
I can’t get enough of this feeling
I can see now
why those past relationships
didn’t work
you can love someone
but not be right for them
someone can love you
but not be right for you
you make me believe in forever
happily ever after
another chance at true love
and maybe even
changing my name again
I hate when I see your face
it’s unfair
I am still waiting for the apology
for the reasons why
even though I know
I will never get them
when you leave someone you love
because you love yourself more
thank you for opening up
being vulnerable
trusting me deeply
loving all the parts of my
sharp and jagged heart
the way we smiled at each other that night
everything felt so comfortable and right
there are still moments
when I feel like I am not enough
where the fear that I will be abandoned
and betrayed
pulses inside my mind
eats away at my soul
like one day you will wake up
and just be done with me
all the passion gone
all the desire lost
as if our love never existed
sometimes I don’t know how to silence the fear
