a girl who writes

I am sorry I hurt you
I didn’t know what I was doing
I was still learning
about dating
relationships
and myself
I made bad decisions
because of fear
and attention
I broke your heart
for that I am sorry
I hope you are happier
now that some time has passed
maybe one day
we could be friends

I didn’t know I could feel like this again
I thought I’d lost that giddy hope
the swirling butterflies
daydreams of a life together
you make me feel safe
taken care of
secure
you brought back a piece of me
broken by another

my body aches for you
all the time
my hands on your face
my nails down your chest and back
lips on lips
tongue to tongue
I can feel your heavied breath
baby, I want the world to know
how you make me feel

she doesn’t deserve the time
she is spending in your head
don’t let her break you
she can’t control you
babe, just take a deep breath in
and walk away
you moving on is the best revenge

she is full of magic
a goddess who will teach you
about relationships
intimacy
and love

don’t break me
I am trusting you

I know my heart will be racing
and my stomach full of butterflies
when you are close enough
for me to touch again