you’re not alone
but you miss your life
surrounded by love but
you feel foggy
something is just not right
how do you stop yourself
from falling again
fucking again
into that pit
the one that’s dragged you
down
so many times
you must remember
you are surrounded by love
laughter
touch
just remember
you are surrounded by love
you are not alone
I know we’re different
you don’t understand me sometimes
I don’t understand you sometimes
but I know I care for you
I know I want the best for you
I know holding your hand
makes me feel better
and I know being wrapped in your arms
is some kind of magic
it’s okay to cry a little
or a lot
it’s overwhelming
all of this
social creatures who
can’t be social
my heart is full of love
full of you
full of us
baby, you’re stuck with me
my heart
heavy and full
at the same time
hurting for my home
and finding home
in someone new
breathe in
breathe out
and be the light
in this dark
we talked for hours that first night
it didn’t feel forced or awkward
I felt comfortable, at ease
I rambled about the dumbest things
unintentionally trying hard
not to linger my face too close to yours
until you finally asked outright
can I kiss you?
then your lips on my mine
our tongues entwined
it was perfection
the whole night was perfection
