you invaded my dreams again
a fantasy world where
we would actually fight and
you would say something
anything
it could be this awful month
stirring up the embers
reigniting the flame
10
our wedding
14
our anniversary
24
day my world was set aflame
26 and 27
night everything burned to the ground
and now
nearly a year later
I am still sweeping up ashes
still trying to clean up the mess you made
while you still fuck with my mind
without even trying