how did it feel
to fuck my throat
then fuck me over
like I am nothing?
how did it feel
to use me
when you needed me
without regard
to what I needed
or wanted
or straight up deserved?
how did it feel
to see my desperation
to see my humiliation?
did you feel powerful?
did you feel better?
did you feel me
or see me
at all?
a girl who writes 